RAGE

I literally dont even want anyone to pay attention to what I write here, not saying that anyone actually does. I just want someone where I can write out my thoughts and feelings, to let them all out instead of telling them to someone and getting judged. I just need to vent, and this I find is the safest place to do so. I always feel so much anger and jealousy, I DONT WANT TO GET JEALOUS IT SUCKS. and most of the time I have no reason to. Its just some girls really shit me, they really get to me and I cant help but loose my cool over them, in fact I really do not like girls. I hate that i get mad and angry over other girls, it always gets me into trouble and they arent even worth it or my energy. Its so stupid and I feel so pathetic that I cant stop it, I just want to be someone that doesnt care about superficial things or other girls, that doesnt get angry all the time and that is emotionally stable most the time. But hey, a girl can dream.