I tell him Im happy, and her Im happy and you Im happy. But one day I want to believe that. I want to know in my heart that I am happy and that I am the best person I could be, I want to love all of my flaws, not have them stick out at me like sharp objects. I cannot change who I am, so maybe one day You and I will both love me. Until then I am living each day at a time, surfacing to breathe every know and then and remembering who loves me for who I am, You keep me strong.