in reality

I think I am too selfish.
I never seem to be satisfied with anything or anyone. People give and give and give and I never seem to appreciate it, what is it that I want? and what is it that stops me from appreciating every single person in my life and what they mean and they significance they hold. Ive been told that too much of the time i am too wrapped up in my own mind to notice or do anything about anyone else around me, but perhaps this is true, and if it is, then please take note and then dont bother me about it again. If i am a selfish and self-enthralled person, then so be it, I have problems just like you do, only perhaps I just dont deal with them as well as you do. I have also been told I am a "five minutes of happiness" kind of girl, which be that as it may, enjoy that five minutes or piss off, dont expect anymore and dont complain about an anti climax either. Also I would like to point out that no one can say how pathetic and self obsessed someone else is by writing a blog like this, because I cant stress it enough that this is YOUR blog to say what YOU want to say, so its not attention seeking or victimizing at all.
good riddance.