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They say that you create what you fear the most, that you surround yourself in a blanket of comfort, that no matter how heart breaking, damaging and limiting this comfort zone is to you, its what you stay in, its what you want no matter what, you do not want to leave this place because it is all you have ever known, and the promise of 'happiness' seems to great because, this is your happiness, this is what your idea of happiness has been no matter how weak, fucked up or deluded you might seem to someone, they could never understand your want and need for this place, or that pulling you away from it is like ripping of your skin and placing a fresh towel over you, that is not how it works, i never want to leave.