sick as a dog

I honestly hate being sick. I feel so helpless, and all I can do is lie and bed and cry because of how much pain I feel and how much I hate being sick, and curse the god that doesnt exist for the immune system I have been given. I feel kind of like an elephant is inside my head, weighing it down and blocking it up, I feel kind of like my nose has been replaced by a tap and my throat with a blender and my stomach has been turned upside down so everything that goes in comes straight up again. I feel absolutely pathetic I just want to go to school, ha yeah seriously like want to be normal. I want to do so many things that I am limited to all the time because of how sensitive my body is, and because it is so easy for me to get sick, and when I get sick boy is it bad. I suck, I hate bullshit days.